I'm so tired

Hey, my name is Jeremy and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!"

Today is 8th May 2020. 

"I want to say thank you very much mom and dad."

It has been 1 month, 2 weeks and 6 days since the movement control order started. 

My parents are fishmongers in a wet market located in a small city called Ipoh. We are still working despite the pandemic virus. 

We supply seafood goodies of steamboats or you are planning on making noodles as well as plenty selection of fishes to choose from. 

I've been helping them out since day-1 as i completed my semester and came home to help out my parents since I have no other motives yet. Since that day, I've witnessed the real superhero in my life, my mom and dad. 

I'm writing here is because i'm here to admit myself that my parent's job is super tiring in a sense where you need to deal with customers with behaviours, multiple customers at once, you wouldn't want to lose any customers to other competitor, would you? Therefore i got to work extra hard on learning how to understand and pursue the customers more as well as with marketing and selling strategies. 

I'd given up any moment if i'm in my mom's position few years back when there was a time I was 13 years old and kind of an arrogant piece of crap and wouldn't understand anything about sufferings. she would come home super tired and i still make her mad most of the time. her day was already bad and i made it worse. 

Furthermore, i miss my girlfriend. we have been 200km apart since that day as well. 

what make us go strong everyday for a month plus is that i keep reminding both of us that trusting is vital in relationship. 

be understanding that i can't make every facetime happens. 

whoever in this state, i hope everyone is doing well and deserve the best out of all. 
i wish all of you safe and stay home thank you.