16th July 2022

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The best thing about storms is that they always pass

I've been focusing a lot on my career and working late at night just to get my business plan straight. A lot going on in my mind and I can't express it well except the specialty in writing down my thoughts.

It's been a hell of a ride the past 2 weeks ago. Those days weren't meant to be this difficult where if I just think before I speak, everything will be riding smoothly in my life right now. Instead, potholes and roadblocks along the way make me difficult to achieve what I first intended to do. 

One thing I don't regret is I've tried my best to be the best version of myself in every stage of my life and it seems the things I have done weren't enough to overcome the situation that I created. I usually don't do wishful thinking but at this point, I wish I have "Number Five's ability" in Umbrella Academy to rewind the time in seconds to get my thoughts right before speaking.

I acknowledged life tends to be tough whenever it wants and I wasn't prepared for the knockout punch at that moment. The depressing insight is that you are your worst nightmare yet the only supportive person who will be by your side for the rest of your life is just you.

The song I'm listening to while I write today's journal is [ SUGAR - BROCKHAMPTON ]. 

Enjoy! Cheers!

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