The Healing Process

Hey, my name is Jeremy and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!"

It's about time for another blog post! (many had drafted, hehe)

Today the topic is very straightforward,

The healing process from the fuckups I have made,

And it's about time to learn those fuckups.

There's a reason why it keeps repeating the same thing,

That feeling was so strange but I felt it, can't describe it but hope you get it,

It's because I have not learnt from my past and I brought it to the present,

I will not bring those fuckups to my future.

The process of healing, 

The affirmation that I'm just a human,

The confidence I have in own self,

It's difficult but I questioned God every time,

Why does it have to be me and how could someone bear this shit,

I came to a point where I've mentally damaged all my loved ones (xgfs),

And I'm proudly saying that I'm sorry for whatever happens to y'all,

It's great having you in my life and teaching me what a valuable lesson I need to learn,

To learn that I have commitment issues and I not only a bad person but also a humiliating-son-of-a-dickass-right-up-my-butthole kind of person,

And because someone like me exists, 

I hope you get to notice your own deal breakers,

Plus appreciate the love language that you have in yourself,

Because if you don't, you'll end up like me (maybe not worse than me).

Gratitude and loving and caring to people around you,

To be there for you when you are at your lowest,

I had no one yet I came up strong,

I know how it feels to be in that state of mind.

If anyone is reading this, I love you and God knows it.

If you are having trouble, if you're down,

Just comment down below because I will receive notifications.

Just find someone you can be calm with.