Project 19/50

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!"

I have been taking notes of my body and the diet that I ate which is extremely unhealthy in the sense where to have an intake of calorie deficit meals would be great for my internals. A calorie deficit means that one's eats and drinks fewer calories than one burn. 

What I mean by this is that 50% of the meal is veggies, 25% is protein, and the other 25% is carbs. I have never followed this order and it's a great reminder that everyone's plate should be balanced in this type of form.

Am I happy with my results so far? I've never been happier to do this Project 50 challenge where this project challenges someone's determination to achieve something. A person like myself who dislikes me so much has made me love myself so much to an extent I would want to date myself. I do have insecurities about my own body because I do not tend to love myself. I've realized that I have been beating myself to be a perfectionist. Clearly, I strongly agree that anyone can improve to be better but being perfect is somewhat annoying to hear right now. 

I make mistakes and those mistakes are the same as previous and they will always be until I learn the lesson, until I learn to become better, and until I do something about the circumstance. 

Not trying to gaslight me but to be honest, as a reflection phase, I do mean that there will always be an improvement in myself but at this moment, I'm proud I have this progress recorded and taken up. 

Mom, I'm praying that you're always healthy and keep giving me my allowance though I'm earning because you're generous and not because I'm spoiled (maybe a little). I write this journal to allow my mother to read and review but one thing I should take note of is that my mother dropout of high school. Therefore, I gotta use simple English.