A Day In The Life of Jeremy Chen Jin Wei

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" I just want to let my previous-5-years self that I'm fixing myself, I'm trying to do everything right for everyone, Though it's ridiculously obnoxious journey, It's a marathon, not a sprint. Whoever having a bad day and no one is there for you to just speak with you, I'm exactly at this stage where I'm enjoying myself so much, I learn to love myself, I learn to prioritize myself, So you should too.     

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" I really wish somebody would just come up to me and ask me "How are you doing today?" Without a second of a doubt, I would definitely say "I'm fine." How could anyone understand what I'm feeling right now? Likewise, how could I understand you if you didn't voice out? Now I understand that I'm always hiding my own shits. Imagining you would listen makes me laugh the crap out of me.  "I'm not gonna fight back what I've become. I've been way too hard to myself" - Beautiful Scars by Maximillian I showed the ugly side of mine to 4 wonderful young ladies that I liked and loved. What do they have in common? They are no longer in my life.  I'm always tripping. The more I talk to myself and write out my thoughts, the more connected I am with my inner self and I'm kinda like myself more.  The simplest thing anyone should be doin...

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" It's been 2 months now since I have been a Negotiator. Mom, I've been busy with clients and viewings hence I do apologize here for leaving early in the morning back to KL for viewing and working my ass off in my early 20s. Jobs were never easy to find even for full-time workers. In comparison, deals were never easy to find for negotiators.  To be frank, I have to admit that my working hours are completely different from others. I work 7 days a week with no days off. The only day off I get is when I have my lunch or I drank two cups of 3-in-1 Nescafe and feel nauseous and dizzy from the bloody caffeine. Side note to younger self never tries this at home.  Mom, I'm learning a work-life balance because I do not want to be like you. Since you gave birth to me, I never get to see your face often other than you delivering lunch and dinner for me which I appreciate so much. Othe...

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" Life ain't easy and it will never be easy, You only become stronger as time goes by, It's never okay not to speak up for yourself, As I don't know the value of protecting myself. There are many good people out there, One of them definitely is not me, Good people don't hurt another good person, I guess just roll with the punches, And one day your punch will land, On someone who is okay with you, And for who you are.

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" I have been taking notes of my body and the diet that I ate which is extremely unhealthy in the sense where to have an intake of calorie deficit meals would be great for my internals. A calorie deficit means that one's eats and drinks fewer calories than one burn.  What I mean by this is that 50% of the meal is veggies, 25% is protein, and the other 25% is carbs. I have never followed this order and it's a great reminder that everyone's plate should be balanced in this type of form. Am I happy with my results so far? I've never been happier to do this Project 50 challenge where this project challenges someone's determination to achieve something. A person like myself who dislikes me so much has made me love myself so much to an extent I would want to date myself. I do have insecurities about my own body because I do not tend to love myself. I've realized that ...

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" My schedule to target all the areas of my body is Day 1 - Pull Day Workout With Dumbells Day 2 - Push Day Workout With Dumbells Day 3 - Leg Day  Day 4 - Rest Day And it continues on and on and on.  It's quite an interesting scenario to experience in life where dedication and responsibility in keeping your health and wealth intact within yourself. How do I get to work out yet have 10 or 12 hours of a full-time job? What I always tell myself is that I need to work out in the morning or at night time. And my conscious mind said "Why not both?". I woke up at 6:30a.m. in the morning and headed to the gym to do cardio and abs. At night, I do my usual routine pull, push, or leg day depending on the day. Of course, there are days when I feel lazy and undisciplined with my schedule but I do follow it most of the time because I'm sick of being the old me and I want things to ...

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" I'm a big advocate of believing that everything that lasts a long time, it needs to have responsibilities and dedication to withstand the outer pressure within.  What I mean by this is that if one's shuts outside noises and goes by the day with own happiness and peace, the day will be bright as the daylight. Everything that goes by will bring enlightenment to the person itself and to the surroundings as well. What puts me off is that there are always people trying to lower one's self-esteem and dragging it to the drain and I really dispute the fact that the world can be at peace of mind if one's just stop caring what other people think. To this day, I rather stay silent, Than to love me, Because in the end, I'm all by myself, With the help of you, Being ignored.

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" Having a deep rest moment with myself is the best where I get to understand myself better day by day with the menial tasks that were handed to me which could be done in 30 minutes but took me 3 days. How does that feel to be an idiot useless piece of mud in the room? Well, I don't mind being idiotic in the face of others hence handling out a middle finger right to their faces to ignore the noise outside. By reducing the noise, I do need to shut off other people's judgment of me. People who are sick of the world need to have this understatement perspective that life ain't tough after all, life is pretty easy if I understand where to fix the problem within myself. Stop hating yourself. Stop the negative talk within yourself. Stop worrying about what will come. There is a never-ending consequence in life, Playing safe will get you no way, Why not just enjoy the moment, Whate...

The best thing about storms is that they always pass

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" I have closed a rental deal of RM2,200 with my colleague representing as a homeowner's agent and I represent as a tenant's agent.

Pictures to post:  -Auditorium lvl2,  -auditorium hall next to cafeteria,  -the cafeteria common spot, -the bus shuttle with a SBUX cake, -casa green smoking area, This are the places where we made the most memory. From the auditorium to the canteen to surprising you a SBUX truffle cake to seeing you everyday at the bench area and lastly to meeting your mom for the first time. I come down here to smoke (I’ve quit, really), I come down here to breathe the warm air, I come down here to reminisce about the roller coaster experience that I had with you. And putting to the context that our fights were more severe than anything else is a total fad. Because looking through the pictures (I still have them actually), those smiles were the most genuine smiles that I had seen in my entire life, those beautiful smiles were the reason why I kept on fighting for you. Social media is not all about happiness. Today the 7th of June 2021, I took a real setback in my life that will always h...

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" What's your love language?  Everyone speaks different love languages and the way their communication differs from one another. You can't expect to have the exact same thought processes but the way you interpret could be identical and that's why you clicked. That's why you sparked love at the first sight.  You found what is intrigued to you and found out what's interesting and what's not. Hence, you take another leap of faith and try out the relationship hoping that it will stay the same as what you see in movies or dramas.

Hey, my name is Jeremy and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" I'm not going to lie, Everything I see, Everything I hear, Everything I do, It relates to you. I just want to be positive about this situation but I was so attached to the old past and the old me and I really need help. I want to kill the "bad" me and I do not want to hurt anyone anymore.  "There's light at the end of the tunnel". But, I keep seeing darkness, I kept feeling darkness.

Hey, my name is Jeremy and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" Two options you will have after breaking up from a relationship 1. One is you become wounded and not fix what's broken within your souls 2. Be wiser, learn from the mistakes and never make it again including going to work on yourself How to be a responsible boyfriend in a relationship? 1. Be considerate of the other partner     - Put your shoes in her position and think of the consequences 2. Never feed yourself with anger and learn to control the anger     - Always think of the consequences before you speak angrily 3. Buy your girlfriend some surprise gifts     - It can be a dinner     - It can be a snack/cookies /yoghurt/ice cream     - It can be boba     - It can be flowers (it's not expensive) 4. Please forget about the one-sided success     - Remember her success is your success     - And your success is her suc...

Hey, my name is Jeremy and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" Holding grudges or speaks out the honest truth

Hey, my name is Jeremy and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" It's hard to live with a body that wants to survive, with a mind that wants to die, and a heart that is already dead.

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" There are individuals out there who are meant to cross paths with you but not meant to walk the same path with you all the way

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" Hi, I'm Jeremy, Yes, I have trust issues, When I tried to open up myself, To you, The more I'm aware that, I'm going to get hurt more. The more you know me, The more you would avoid me, As I will avoid my own kind, The beast that I tamed, Eventually at some point, Will feeds upon the pain.

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" Money is the root of all evil, No, it's not. The way you're dealing with money is evil, The mindset you're on is evil, Change your attitude, And you'll change your life. Look at money from a different perspective, You don't need money to reach the goal, That's what most people are looking for. You need action to get started, You need execution to reach the goal, "Want" is the only precursor for making a decision! Money is not the problem, the Idea is the problem Get your idea and you'll get the money.

Hey, my name is Jeremy, and welcome back to another episode of "A Day in the Life of Jeremy!" When you are having an internal battle, When you are having a dispute with your inner self, It's best not to keep your mouth shut at all costs, Or remove yourself from that situation. One man army, Hate yourself, And love yourself, Battle with yourself, But never the person in front of you. They might be going through tough times, Similar as you are, With different fears, With different troubles. Who are you to judge? Never show your opinion card, Until you utilize the time to, F*cking understand them. Jeremy signing off, My last ever internal battle with myself, I promised. I hope.